Introspection

ami roddur hote chaini/
jotil onkey badha pore
meghla hoye gechi/
aj brishti jhorai
chokh er isharay/
jokhon tokhon bojropaat kori

Ar nijei voy ey gutiye thaki besh..

Ajo nijeke thik chine uthte parlamna..kotobar mukhosh khujte gechi..paini.koto kanna eklai kadlam..bairey jonota roshikota k bahoba dilo..vitore ami ayna k rag dkhalam..k jane abar kobe bidroho hobe? kobe abar chumu khabe?
amito sei basonay jibito...konkal ta lukiye na hoy rakhi.ami sotti sotti k valobasi...okey gopon o kori kintu mithyer gaale chumu kheye bolina tumi besh...
lok ey tallent er kolshi boley...ghorey spoiled boley...keu chakri khujte bole..ar keu mon.
ami mon hatrey baaro haath nemechi..tyero haath khujeo paini takey..hathey roye gelo bichi.ta mati tey putey jol dhelechi abar regemege nijei uprey felechi...
kedefelechi.
ami kadte lojja paina.amar somaj er jonno o kanna paye...mutey dite iche kore kintu agun jwalate voy kore...jodi rashtro palta kaman daagey?ami je dudh ey bhaat ey...
tobu hothat vitor gorje othe..olik adorsho niye bachi bole lok ey pagol o ki vabe?
apatoto boi pori,sonskriti kori,kabyo? hya tao kori...choto chobi banai camera haathey ar rongin jol dhali chapta gelash haathey....hic!
ete ami khushi? na ami aro khete chai..pujibadi chorbi bagai....dinraat somajbaad mariye raat ey coke cadbury khai. meki bolbe? decedent..hya bolte paro...tobey.chakri kore biplob ar korboi ba kobe bolo?
kobe thekei to rokto mangsho jhorche...koto ki korar chilo...kortei hobe.abar raatey firey kolbalish chepe ghumate hobe...dindupur ghemo gaye swapno o dkhte hobe.
ami oito boshe achi mukhomukhi..amar..na na...ota to ami noi..otey je boro nongra laga...taley ki ota tumi? hya..hobe hoyto..mayukh mukhomukhi tomar.......

etota pwore ele? tumi sala boddo elebeley...gandu. 
sonskriti marale eta portei na.bidyojon hole dekhtei na. amakey ha korte boley hegey toilet paper hishebey kajey lagate sudhu.