Introspection

ami roddur hote chaini/
jotil onkey badha pore
meghla hoye gechi/
aj brishti jhorai
chokh er isharay/
jokhon tokhon bojropaat kori

Ar nijei voy ey gutiye thaki besh..

Ajo nijeke thik chine uthte parlamna..kotobar mukhosh khujte gechi..paini.koto kanna eklai kadlam..bairey jonota roshikota k bahoba dilo..vitore ami ayna k rag dkhalam..k jane abar kobe bidroho hobe? kobe abar chumu khabe?
amito sei basonay jibito...konkal ta lukiye na hoy rakhi.ami sotti sotti k valobasi...okey gopon o kori kintu mithyer gaale chumu kheye bolina tumi besh...
lok ey tallent er kolshi boley...ghorey spoiled boley...keu chakri khujte bole..ar keu mon.
ami mon hatrey baaro haath nemechi..tyero haath khujeo paini takey..hathey roye gelo bichi.ta mati tey putey jol dhelechi abar regemege nijei uprey felechi...
kedefelechi.
ami kadte lojja paina.amar somaj er jonno o kanna paye...mutey dite iche kore kintu agun jwalate voy kore...jodi rashtro palta kaman daagey?ami je dudh ey bhaat ey...
tobu hothat vitor gorje othe..olik adorsho niye bachi bole lok ey pagol o ki vabe?
apatoto boi pori,sonskriti kori,kabyo? hya tao kori...choto chobi banai camera haathey ar rongin jol dhali chapta gelash haathey....hic!
ete ami khushi? na ami aro khete chai..pujibadi chorbi bagai....dinraat somajbaad mariye raat ey coke cadbury khai. meki bolbe? decedent..hya bolte paro...tobey.chakri kore biplob ar korboi ba kobe bolo?
kobe thekei to rokto mangsho jhorche...koto ki korar chilo...kortei hobe.abar raatey firey kolbalish chepe ghumate hobe...dindupur ghemo gaye swapno o dkhte hobe.
ami oito boshe achi mukhomukhi..amar..na na...ota to ami noi..otey je boro nongra laga...taley ki ota tumi? hya..hobe hoyto..mayukh mukhomukhi tomar.......

etota pwore ele? tumi sala boddo elebeley...gandu. 
sonskriti marale eta portei na.bidyojon hole dekhtei na. amakey ha korte boley hegey toilet paper hishebey kajey lagate sudhu.

Ei Rum Ullash amar ei dhormo!

srishtichara...damalcheley/
matal jemon guitar peley/
gaitey othey"tomake chai"

tomar thekei khisti khai,aachor khai/
tao bukey...
asol rwong ta futey othey/
thik jokhon adho raatey/
sohag kore dekechilam..

byarthyo holam.
chakri pelam.ek keranir./
mash mainey tao to chilo./
tomar baba ei lyengi dilo./
gamcha gwolaaye khub jomati bibaho jemon.

matal ebaar ekla haatey...
rum dheley khaye chayer cup e./
ushnyo chumu.

ushnyo chumu besh saabeki.../
doraj gwolaye gaibi naki..ei chaamiyaa?

prem ki tor khuchro papi? 
dhormotolay dakadaki...langtyo raja.

---Mayukh R Ghosh.

*Tomarey Selaam* "Manush er ei rae matha pete nie ei lekha ta suru korchi...."

(EI LEKHA TE SOMOSTYO BOKTOBOI AMAR BEKTIGOTO, SUTORANG ALOCONA TORKO CHOLTEI PARE)






1977 theke 2011...ei dirgho koek doshok dhore Manush ei sorkaar er upor asha vorsha rekhechilo. Besh koek bochor dhorei manush er mone hoeche ei sorkaar ar manush er pashe nei. Party onekangshei chesta koreche recover korar kintu sudhikoron thik vabey hoeni. Party er kichu ongshey (muloto sromik front ey) khub kharap response aste suru korey. emon onekei party te dhukey pore jara kayemi o bekti sarther jonno party ta korte suru kore. erom onek lok k party pashe rakhe jara kebol 24ghonta party te thakte parbe ebong kichu manush k nie aste parbe.

Paray paray onek kaaj kormei parar songothon chokh bondho kore thekeche. eta Tmc hole osubida chilona kintu Communist Party theke ei achoron manush sojho korte parena. Kichu proshashonik durbolota dekha daye. rectification er time peleo kora sombhob hoe otheni. onek party member er vitore vitore raag ovimaan somalochona korbar ichey holeo kono vabey tara korte pareni borong higher leadership er vul decision e sur miliyeche......e bhabey likhte bosle onek paata lekha hoe jabe.

aj ek dursomoy ey amader party dariye. aaj ek susomoy ey amader party darie. Ei somoy bojha jabe kara girgitir moto rong poriborton kore r kara merudondo soja kore lorai er moidaan e pore thake. sorkaar e thaka obostaa te sobai lorte pare...birodhi sokti hoe kojon lorbe setai dekhar....etai somoy rajyer totha desher somostyo bamponthi manush der eki chaataar tolaye nie ese ek nibir gono-andolon gore tolar. Adorshogoto songram tibro theke tibrotoro korar somoy eta..ekhno jodi stabok der pashe reke die party ta chalanor chesta hoy..ekhno jodi sudhikoron kore sera songothok der samne egiye nnie asa na hoe tobe Communist Party k matha tuley daar korano jabena.



Bamponthar Mrityu nei. Bamfront abar firbe amader moto torun turkir kaadhey bhor kore. Somogro biswo matabey 18 bochor er sob biswoy! Ek notun shokal er swopney asun abar notun kore party ta k toiri kori.

Bamfront k abaar firiye ante hobe....manush amader sikhhaa dieche.amader oneker oudhyotyo bere gechilo. amader prottek ta manush k pashe nie egiye jete hobe.

churanto sreni songram korte hobe ebar. je chele meye ra aj trinomul k vote diche tader bojhate hobe amader adorshyo amader agenda...tader amader sathe march koratey hobe...South America,Libya,Vietnam,China ba Nepal er Communist PARTY RA AMADER DIKEY CHEYE ACHE.
amra India teo bamponthi anolon k gore tulte parbo. Mone rakhbe ei muhurtey amader srigkhol chara haranor lichu nei...joy korar jonno pore ache somogro prithibi.

Asha roilo.
Mayukh Ranjan Ghosh ( ei bishaal andolon er ek khudro senani)
Brigade parade ground.

Eti Rabindranath

"Tomaro ashimo Prano Mono loye joto durey ami dhai....kothao dukhyo,kothao mrityu, kotha bichhed o nai"
 
Rabi Thakur er sathe amar sokhyo ta nitantoi anushthanik chilo prothom koek bochor. ma jor kore gaan sikhate pathato..harmonium ey "dur deshi sei rakhal chele" practise kore school e prothom bar rabindra jayanti te gaitey uthlam, uthei gwala chocked...ja ta kore geye chole esechilam..raag ta porechilo buro lok tar upor....ar buk vore jeto hindi gaan gulor proti. koi amay to keu "pardesi pardesi jana nehi" ba "muqala muQabila laila" gaitey bolto naa. o gulo to sohoj chilo gawaa. er onek din por kobita path e utshahi hoe uthi..abriti sikhi ebong besh koekta rabi thakurer kobita boley puroshkaar o pai..ekta kobita khub boltaam..

"amari chetonar rong ey panna holo sobuj/

chuni uthlo ranga hoe

ami chokh mellum akashey..jwoley uthlo alo

pub e poschim e

golap er dikey cheye bollum sundor
sundor holo sey....."
Mane ta na bujhei kobir lekha sesh boyesher ei kobita ta dorod die path kortam...manush haath taali dito..kintu ami bujhte partam na. mane ta ki?

Kobi amar chotobela thekei sohoj path e chilo. kumor parar gorur garir kothar upor ami A.R.Rahman er "urvaasi urvaasi"gaan tar sur bosiye gaitam. tomrao oi sur ta gunguniye kumor parar kotha gulo bosiye dao dekhbe khap e khap( oshalin hoe porlam?)

Natok eo Rabi Babu amar sathe chilo. ami hoechilam Amol. Sunechi mritodehor chokh die jwol beroynaa..kintu stage e jokhn Amol mara gelo tokhn ami nijei kedey felechi...kintu chokh je khulte parchina. ami mrito. vaggish stage theke Amol er oloukik ei kando dorshok era dekheni. dekhleo ki korto janina. o hya, doiwala sejechilo ekti meye...besh sundori chilo. amar chilo class 5 doiwalar 9!!

Bari te maa purba dam o rajeshwar bhattacharjeer kache gaan sikhechilo. ranna korte korte gaan geye uthto. amar kharap lagto. rastar lok ma k jodi pagol vaabey? ekta gaan mone khub dhorechilo. " j raat te mor duar guli vanglo jhor ey"...ma jokhn ei gaan ta gaito keno jeno mone hoto baba ar nei. gaan ta gailei ami thamiye ditam maa k. tar cheye "akash vora surjo tara" gaite boltam. o hya, ei gan ta amar o prothom pochonder gaan.
College ey dhokaar agey o porey Rabi Thakur k chinte suru korlam..bujhte suru korlam...onar lekha,aka,sur,kotha,golpo....kirom hallu hote suru korlo..kirom kirom?????

Amar graduation ey pass ey music chilo seo ek golpo. ami jokhni bengal music college er class ey kono rabindra sangit gaitey bostam...ekjon otyonto porichito gayika(jini teacher o ) amay bolten--"gaan ta rabindrasangit er moto gao baba noyto fail korbe je"
Ami to didimoni pass korteo chaini onakey bechey. rabindrasangit ta ki vabey rabindrasangit er moto gaibo ami je ajo janina..ajo pran o voriye trisha horiye ta western western laagey naki sunte...taa laguk.



kaal raatey fer buro lok ta(na osama na) amar swopney esechilo..paychari korchilo..ami o binidro raat paychari korchilam onar ek ta ekta kore onekkk gulo gaan gunguniye. hothat chitkar kore geye uthlammm
"akash vora surjo tara biswo vora pran tahari majh khane ami peyechi...."
ami peyechi onakey...1bochor ontor ontor vanga noukaa chepe amar ghor e asen, ekta nongra diary ar koekta sur die jaan..ami sara bochor tanatani kore chaliye diyi.....

ami je ekhno ei 25 ey boisakh asle aro koekta notun notun gaan sunte pai..notun notun form ey. je gulo valo lagey sey gulo tuley ni..gaibo boley sara bochor gunguniye...chitkaar kore gailey je lok ey bolbey.."rabindra sangit er moto kore gao baba"
ami je pari na Rabi Babu apnar gaan k rabindrasangit er moto kore gaitey. ki kori bolun? khomaa korben parle......



kintu sotti bolun to apni jerom dhumkir manush chilen..aj rock sunley apni ki rock nieo experiment korten na? jerom korechilen scottish sur nie?
koi gelen? oh sir???

*Ebar Bondho hok ei Kabyik Khyaamta*

kuasha veja klanti ra
chutey chaye aro ghum/
bhor er kak ey mele aadim sur/
khoborer kagoj dhokena dampotye.

dinjapon suru hok, obohelay
du plate luchi ghugni diye/
vanga chora raastar kongkal ey,
lekha thak:
"aj jabona office ey."

er por hok dirgho bakkalap/
alto chumu,dirgho alingon.

kajer meyeta;
chirey feleche premikar chithi
pant dhutey giye/
ekhon shirt ey meyeli gondho nei ar/
ektu pore kapor mela hobe/
office sriti dhaka pore jabe?

aj sotti jabona okhane,
sokto protyasha
dirghodiner;
o chobey amay,
bohukaal pore.

jaoya hobena porokiya pritir taaney,
aj bondho mobile phone,
ondho ghor er light,
nongno nijer bou....
sotti ta ki;
nongno kora jaye?

Oh Kolkata!

Shei sondhyar aabchaya ey
Tumi dariye eka janala ey
ami bishaadsindhu dekhchi nogor.

shei molin rajpoth ey
raat mrityo deho der khoje
mora mukhey alo fyale lamp post.

kaaadey barowari swomman
haathey adhulir ek pran
tobu cheledhyora ghorey ratey
rong chong mekhe;

raj-poth ey
saat ghaat ey.

Eka ratey sutey laagey voy
nijer hathey birjokhoy
tobu pashan mobile janaye byakulota

ajo bullet ey santi khuji
kalo dhanda ey ruti ruji
sesh ghwor dekhey morgue er kolkata.
sesh sukh hobe morgue ey kolkatar.