A DAY IN THE LIFE OF A CIVIL SERVICE ASPIRANT

just came back from rice....the introductory lecture by Dr.Amol Mukherjee was just fabulous.it was so very motivating that at one point i thought that i have to leave every single thing in my life to reach the top.the place a thousand cadres aspire but only a few of them get to see the real glow. am i going to be the lucky boy? only the upsc members know!! the first class so not tedious but i got the hint of what its going to be. every sunday we are going to have a weekly test. now this is going to be real hectic for me. every sunday i am going for my ias classes at 10am in sealdah.that means i have to get out of my home by 9am because im not going to get the metro.then i am going to have my classes till 4.15pm and then the test which i have planned to give in 45mins to save the time of my journey to workshop from 6pm.then from 8.30pm i am going to teach my student in bansdroni...ufff..a real hectic day its going to be.but i have to do all these things..infact i have to leave a lot of my things and activities slowly. i cannot just compromise with this training sessions..its not just about 40,000 the course fee but also about a securd future. i still wonder being a film maker..yes its true but that i can do later..atleast i dont have to eat peanuts and sleep on roads to make my first film.anyway, the first thing i am going to do in this week is to kill some one rather something. i am going to kill most of my present lifestyle. its for the sake of my training. hopefully now you should understand how desperate i am to crack the nut....
and finally sharing something i heard in my rice class...
it was the first day and the class was combined with the students of weekday and week end batch. i sat in the last row and the teachers voice was quite inaudible from there.we repeatedly asked the teacher to speak a little louder but she was incapable of speaking beyond that decibel. i was sitting beside a boy..some jha..yes future bihar ias cadre!!! he was getting irritated with the sound issue.he was trying hard to understand the entire class lecture and suddenly he bursted....."arey, yeh kya ho raha hai,yaha hum future meh sarkar bananey jahrahe hai or aplog ek mic ka bandobast nehi kar saktey..kaisa syestem hai yeh"???
so very true....shall i sing "india sir yeh chiz dhurandar???" no way,maybe this guy is going to be the ias topper..i mean u dont need to be a genius you see. u just need to work hard like a laborer..meticulously for a year to reach the secretariat!!!!
jay ho.